GOODBYE.

March 7, 2009. Goodbye Christian!
Thanks for everything. I hope someday when you see me walk your way, hope it gives you hell. :D
Goodbye to everything. :) You don't deserve me right.
I just want to happen someday... You're gonna miss me so bad. :)
This is the last entry for this blog.
GOODBYE!

Quotes. :D

Sweetest sensation down my spine, thinkin about you all the time. Unbelievable but true, baby I’m completely crazy about you...
You’ve got me addicted to everything you do, and everywhere I go I always think of you. Oh baby cant you see… our love is meant to be. I was meant for you and you were meant for me.
All I'm asking for is one day together. [Just you and me, all alone.] And if you can honestly tell me that you don't feel anything for me after that day, I'll finally let you go.
I’m not ready to lose you yet… not now, not like this… cause I need you & I know you need me too…

Always tell someone how you feel, mean what u say and say what u mean even when its hard - - » because opportunities are lost in a blink of an eye * / * but regrets can last a . : L . i . F . e . T . i . M . e : .
He makes me laugh when I thought I’d never smile again.
In my dreams I always have you, but I cant dream anymore, because the pain I feel when I wake up, kills me even more.
Once you've found that passion, that heat, that intensity with that one guy ... don't ever let it go. Once you've lost it, you'll never get it back. Don't give up for stupid reasons. wait it out, and don't ever let yourself think that you don't deserve what you want.

guess i could call you &
see how you`re doing. but i
don`t really have much to
say. i just sit all alone, &
stare at the phone, & hope
you`re doing okay

So just give me one good reason
tell me why I should stay
cause I dont wanna waste another
moment, saying things we
- never - meant - to - say -

Which hurts more..
Thinking you should hate him?
Or knowing that you can`t?

And after all of this, I’m still confused.
I’m still not sure how I feel about you.
I’m still not sure how you feel about me.
I don’t know if you ever cried over me, like I cried over you.
But one thing I’m certain about is, I will never find another you.

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." -Bob Marley

he hardest thing in the world, is to let go of
what you thought was real.

maybe it's best to stop figuring out where you're going, and
just enjoy where you're at.

Why is it so hard to let go of someone that you
never even had a chance with?

I can't promise I'll fix all your problems, but I can promise you won't have to face them alone.

Look to the past and remember and smile.
And maybe tonight I can breathe for awhile.
I'm not in the scene, I think I'm fallin' asleep
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you.

i always have this fear that one day you are going to
discover that i'm not as great as you once thought i was.

Wish list.

I have a wish list that I would really make it true. :D

1. Get my done.
2. Buy new clothes, sandals.
3. Fix my phone.
4. Have a date with Cris.

Hope it will be done this May!!!

I'm falling harder.

I should be prepared for heartbreak, rejection, loneliness and pain.
'Cos love's not all about bliss, it's also about sacrifices and heartaches.
Goodluck to me. Wish I will survive.

Happiness is a choice.
Therefore, I chose you.

Forever & ever, babe.

Babe. Hope we can last longer.
I will entrust this to GOD.
He has a will and plan for us!

WTF?

Cris and I just argued. When we're already ok...
Cris just requested a kiss if it's okay with me.
'Cos he wants to know something.
I don't know what's exactly in his mind.
I said with my pride "You know what? Your the only guy who kissed me."
I thought he will be happy to know that my lips are only for him
But then with my surprise, he doesn't freakin' know that we kissed!
Our lips met Feb 28, 2009. Although, it wasn't what you expect of lips to lips kind.
It's just a smack. Or whatever it is called. But one thing I'm sure is our lips met.
Isn't that a kiss to you Mr. Tedria?
Well for me it already is.
Now, I feel so ashamed that he didn't even know. :(
Well that time, I think he's a bit drunk. So I don't know what the hell happened to him
and not to remember and consider that!

Happy at the moment. ;)

Right now, the situation is still complicated.
We often fight. But just a little sweet talk, he gets me every time.
I'm really falling for him harder. So I hope we will last longer
Cos I'm really needing him. I want to be with him everyday. :))
Obsessed? Nah. I just simply love him.
My problem is he's not like before.
But when I asked him, his love for me didn't change a bit.
So yeah, I'll just trust him. And God.. for my love life.
Actually he's beginning to be sweet again. :D
That's why I feel so happy. :P
But how about his girl? Oh, I'll just entrust every thing to God.
I know he has a plan.
What is meant to be will happen right? ;)