Confused?

Okay. Cris just let me know that he will officially break up with his girlfriend. && of course, what does it mean? For us to be together already. I really didn't expect anything from him. && it's really fine with me if he will choose his girlfriend. Right now, he chose me. && I don't think I'm not YET ready for any relationship. But it's unfair for his part (I think), If I don't yet agree for us to have this boy-girlfriend relationship. But I still have my time to get ready because he can't break up with his GF immediately, it will take time. I don't know. I'm not yet DEEPLY in love with him. && I don't know if I will fall harder or I will eventually fall out of love if we're already committed. One thing I know is for sure. Cris is deserving. All I know is he's different from the other guys && he will not break my heart. So yeah, at this point I can't reject him. Because he's gonna hurt so much, he loves me so much that he will break up with his 2 year girlfriend just for me. He's expecting so much from me guys! I'm not gonna let him down. So yeah, I think I'm gonna do it.